"I tell you the truth, if you have faith and do not doubt, you will be able to do what I did to this tree and even more. You will be able to say to this mountain, 'Go fall in the sea,' And if you have faith, it will happen. If you believe, you will get anything you ask for in prayer." Matthew 21-22
Praying
There is nothing like the power of faith and belief. Tomorrow will be a monumental test for me, but I know that through my faith and belief that God will fullfill my desires which is to finish the marathon. I have run 12 marathons and the last nine, before every one of them I was freaking out. I seemed so unsure if I could finish. But this year is different because for the first time ever I will have God running with me every step of the way. As it was said in Matthew 19:26
"for God all things are possible."
This applies to everything in life!! It says many times in the bible that this is true. All you have to do is ask. That is so amazing!! So I know that tomorrow will be a success, I have no doubt about it!!
Tomorrow I'm going to move the mountain.
As it was said in Romans 8:31 "If God is for us, no one can defeat us." I will not be defeated tomorrow!!
Kellye and Others
I learned tonight how different MS can affect different people. I spoke to Kellye tonight and I started to tell her what I was wearing tomorrow in the race and she stopped me. You see, she couldn't comprehend it and an hour later she would barely remember our conversation. Imagine if you couldn't remember conversations or movies or television shows that you had watched an hour ago.
Now with my father in-law Dave, I never saw those symptoms. It was more physical for him. Of course he lived with MS for 30+ years, and I never heard him mutter one time "why me?" Instead, he loved his family and lived like a true man. He was the kind of father/grandfather that I want to be. He was a mans-man.
I miss him and I will also be thinking about him tomorrow. When I finish I'm going to look up at the clear blue sky and say "this one was for you Dave."
Running
Well this is it. Tomorrow everything that I have worked for over the last 27 weeks will come together. I did it right this time. I feel pretty good both physically and mentally. I want to thank my wife and kids for putting up with me. It's been tough for them because I've been gone a lot. I now understand why I only do a marathon a year if not less, it takes a lot of time to train for it.
As for my goals tomorrow, I want to try and run a 4:15, but that is really going to depend on how I feel late in the race. The weather is going to be perfect so maybe it will be perfect. I believe I can finish by 4:30 anything more and I'll be disppointed.
But it is a marathon and not everybody can do one. Every marathon for me tells a different story. The very first marathon I did was at 17. It was the Summit Marathon and went from Los Gatos to Soquel which is just south of Santa Cruz on the Northern California coast. It was 13 miles up, 4 miles flat and 9 miles down. The down hill was what did me in. But still I finished in 3:30.
The most memorable marathon for me was the 1997 Houston Marathon. It was 28 degrees out, with a windchill of -30 and raining. All I can say is I did it.
The marathon is a test. It lets us know how alive we are. It shows us that if you work hard at anything you can accomplish that goal.
I told my wife Ginger this morning that's the message I hope my sons will understand when they see me finish tomorrow.
Thanks be to God for all his Glory!! See you on the other side.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
5 Days Left Until the Big Day
"If God is for us, no one can defeat us. He did not spare his own son but gave him for us all. So with Jesus, God will surely give us all things." Romans 8:31-32
So I look at this picture and think of good times. I think in this picture I was probably six or seven and Kellye was probably 4 or so. Every weekend we went down to my Grandma's house in Ecru, Mississippi. It was a great place to go as a kid. There was nothing but acres and acres of woods to play in. We could play hide and seek, have mud ball fights in the gullies and go swimming in the creek down by the railroad tracks. Back in these days the only plumbing was in the kitchen. The outhouse was 50 yards behind the house. And the house, was two bedrooms. There was the main bedroom which had two huge beds in it and there was the back room which had a small double bed in it. If you didn't get one of the beds you were on the floor in the living room. The front porch was where everybody typically hung out. It had a couple of rocking chairs and a porch swing. Whenever anybody drove by the house everybody waved. It was an awesome place and I'll never forget it.
I think of my sister and everything we had growing up. Granted we didn't always get along but we were kids.
What really kicks me about all of this is Kellye was a tomboy. She could hang with the toughest kids on the block and she never backed down from anybody.
In a lot of ways she fights MS with the same tenacity today. She will not let it beat her. She is the toughest person I have ever met. She is my hero!! So in a way the verse above describes it all. If God is for us, nothing can defeat us!!
Running
I sat down last night and figured out that I have done 8 Houston Marathons and 12 Marathons all together. This year seems different. I have trained hard for this race. 27 Weeks of running and over 400 miles logged on the roads. Man I need a break. But I love it and running has helped keep me feeling young. For some reason, so far this year I am not feeling nervous. Most of it is I know that God will be with me every step of the way and that with him I will finish this race. The other reason is I trained for this thing and really didn't have any distractions (no organizing or coaching Woodlands Fit). I felt like in order to do this I needed to be selfish so for the first time in 12 years that's exactly what I did.
So I'm not worried, I'm quietly confident. I know that Glory will be waiting for me at the finish line. And when I do cross it, I will raise my hands to the sky and yell out GOD IS GREAT!!
I think of my sister and everything we had growing up. Granted we didn't always get along but we were kids.
What really kicks me about all of this is Kellye was a tomboy. She could hang with the toughest kids on the block and she never backed down from anybody.
In a lot of ways she fights MS with the same tenacity today. She will not let it beat her. She is the toughest person I have ever met. She is my hero!! So in a way the verse above describes it all. If God is for us, nothing can defeat us!!
Running
I sat down last night and figured out that I have done 8 Houston Marathons and 12 Marathons all together. This year seems different. I have trained hard for this race. 27 Weeks of running and over 400 miles logged on the roads. Man I need a break. But I love it and running has helped keep me feeling young. For some reason, so far this year I am not feeling nervous. Most of it is I know that God will be with me every step of the way and that with him I will finish this race. The other reason is I trained for this thing and really didn't have any distractions (no organizing or coaching Woodlands Fit). I felt like in order to do this I needed to be selfish so for the first time in 12 years that's exactly what I did.
So I'm not worried, I'm quietly confident. I know that Glory will be waiting for me at the finish line. And when I do cross it, I will raise my hands to the sky and yell out GOD IS GREAT!!
Saturday, January 9, 2010
7 Days Left
"God decided to let his people know this rich and glorious secret which he has for all people. This secret is Christ himself, who is in you. He is our only hope for Glory." Colossians 1:27
Today is such a great day because I realized today that we will all achieve one day Glory. But I have also come to realize that everyday we experience Glory in some form or fashin. It's so refreshing to think that when God sacrificed is one and only son that our sins were forgiven. We are not perfect, and I know I'm far from it. By reading the bible I understand what we need to do. We need to have mercy for others, be kind, express humility, gentleness and patience. We need to teach our children these very same ideas as well.
I really can't explain it, but today I am so happy!!
Kellye's Status
Since there is 7 days left until the marathon I think Kellye is more excited about the marathon than I am. We started a cause out on Facebook and so far we have over a 100 people have joined it or become fans of it. As for the Fundraising, it's still going a little slow but I hope it will pick-up as we get closer to marathon day. Right now we are just over $100. The goal number is $500 which I fully expect to reach.
Kellye brought home a few weeks ago an 8-year old Lab mix and they have really hit it off. I have always believed that Love can be such a powerful healing mechinism. With dogs they love us unconditionally. So Chance is really helping my sister out. He forces her to exercise and stay active, which I believe is so important to people with MS (or anybody). So I'm really happy for her. We have had a dog almost our whole lives so I couldn't see how we could do without one.
Running
We are at 7 Days until the Marathon. Today was my last long run which was only 6-miles. For the most part I felt pretty good. It was very cold. The thought did cross my mind at 6:00 AM this morning to stay in bed. Especially when the temperture was 21 degrees. But it really wasn't that bad after the first mile or so.
I really love running on Saturday mornings especially when the skies are clear. The sunrise is my favorite part of the day. But lately, and I know it's because of God, the runs in the sun have been heavenly!! This morning three quarters of the way through the run I realized the moment. Sing, Sing from Chris Tomlin came on the MP3 player. This song speaks about singing and worshipping Jesus, it's got a great beat and is perfect for running. Anyway, so the song comes on, I turn the corner onto one of the last streets, and the sun is just beating down on me. It's so bright it was like looking at heaven itself. I thought at that moment "This is what running is all about!" Everything in my body was working as one it was at the moment a total high for me. It's mornings like that keep me going and help me to realize why I run.
Everyday I thank God for giving me the ability to run, it's one of the true gifts that he has given me. That's why our God is so awesome!!
Today is such a great day because I realized today that we will all achieve one day Glory. But I have also come to realize that everyday we experience Glory in some form or fashin. It's so refreshing to think that when God sacrificed is one and only son that our sins were forgiven. We are not perfect, and I know I'm far from it. By reading the bible I understand what we need to do. We need to have mercy for others, be kind, express humility, gentleness and patience. We need to teach our children these very same ideas as well.
I really can't explain it, but today I am so happy!!
Kellye's Status
Since there is 7 days left until the marathon I think Kellye is more excited about the marathon than I am. We started a cause out on Facebook and so far we have over a 100 people have joined it or become fans of it. As for the Fundraising, it's still going a little slow but I hope it will pick-up as we get closer to marathon day. Right now we are just over $100. The goal number is $500 which I fully expect to reach.
Kellye brought home a few weeks ago an 8-year old Lab mix and they have really hit it off. I have always believed that Love can be such a powerful healing mechinism. With dogs they love us unconditionally. So Chance is really helping my sister out. He forces her to exercise and stay active, which I believe is so important to people with MS (or anybody). So I'm really happy for her. We have had a dog almost our whole lives so I couldn't see how we could do without one.
Running
We are at 7 Days until the Marathon. Today was my last long run which was only 6-miles. For the most part I felt pretty good. It was very cold. The thought did cross my mind at 6:00 AM this morning to stay in bed. Especially when the temperture was 21 degrees. But it really wasn't that bad after the first mile or so.
I really love running on Saturday mornings especially when the skies are clear. The sunrise is my favorite part of the day. But lately, and I know it's because of God, the runs in the sun have been heavenly!! This morning three quarters of the way through the run I realized the moment. Sing, Sing from Chris Tomlin came on the MP3 player. This song speaks about singing and worshipping Jesus, it's got a great beat and is perfect for running. Anyway, so the song comes on, I turn the corner onto one of the last streets, and the sun is just beating down on me. It's so bright it was like looking at heaven itself. I thought at that moment "This is what running is all about!" Everything in my body was working as one it was at the moment a total high for me. It's mornings like that keep me going and help me to realize why I run.
Everyday I thank God for giving me the ability to run, it's one of the true gifts that he has given me. That's why our God is so awesome!!
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
The Countdown Begins
"So we do not give up. Our physical body is becoming older and weaker, but our spirit side is made new everyday. We have small troubles for a while now, but they are helping us gain an eternal glory that is much greater than the troubles. We set our eyes not on what we see but on what we cannot see. What we see will last only a short time, but what we cannot see will last forever." 2 Corinthians 4:16-18
Praying
When I look at this verse it's amazing on how it speaks to me. I'm not the young buck that I once was. I found Jesus when I was 17-years old, ironically that is the same year that I discovered how much I loved running. Isn't it amazing how God already knows what your talents will be. Granted, I'm never going to be a World Class runner, it's just not in the genes. But, I am part of a small faternity of people who run marathons.
I'm not getting any younger and yes the body does hurt and I know that next Sunday it's really going to hurt. But my sprit is stronger than it has ever been and I've realized that I will attain eternal glory someday and that my troubles will all go away. It's hard sometimes to ignore our troubles and problems, but one thing I have learned is you have to let go and turn it over to God. When I have done that, whatever is bothering me always seems to resolve itself. Don't get me wrong, I have to work at managing my life, but I don't worry as much as I used to, life is good.
Update on Kellye
Kellye is doing great. She just picked-up a new dog, Chance is keeping her real busy. Because of him she is exercising everyday, whether its walking him or working out on Wii Fit. I'm so proud of her!! She is still not on any medication, which is an amazing feat itself. I pray for her everyday, and as I get closer to next Sunday my thoughts about her will be even stronger!! Love you Sis!!
Running
We are now less than 10 days away from Marathon day. Getting some runs in over the next few days may be a little tough because of some very cold weather coming in. I also ordered a new pair of shoes since my current pair has over 400 miles on them. I'm really not that nervous about running the marathon but I'm sure that as we get closer the anxiety is going to increase. For now, it's time to taper and start resting my body.
It's amazing how fast time has flown by. It seems like yesterday when I started training for this thing. I'm excited because I know that when I finish (and I will finish) it's going to be an awesome feeling. I don't want to get my hopes up about my goal time because I know that in the past I have been disappointed.
This time is going to be different. You know why? Because God is going to be with me every step of the way.
"With God All Things Are Possible."
Praying
When I look at this verse it's amazing on how it speaks to me. I'm not the young buck that I once was. I found Jesus when I was 17-years old, ironically that is the same year that I discovered how much I loved running. Isn't it amazing how God already knows what your talents will be. Granted, I'm never going to be a World Class runner, it's just not in the genes. But, I am part of a small faternity of people who run marathons.
I'm not getting any younger and yes the body does hurt and I know that next Sunday it's really going to hurt. But my sprit is stronger than it has ever been and I've realized that I will attain eternal glory someday and that my troubles will all go away. It's hard sometimes to ignore our troubles and problems, but one thing I have learned is you have to let go and turn it over to God. When I have done that, whatever is bothering me always seems to resolve itself. Don't get me wrong, I have to work at managing my life, but I don't worry as much as I used to, life is good.
Update on Kellye
Kellye is doing great. She just picked-up a new dog, Chance is keeping her real busy. Because of him she is exercising everyday, whether its walking him or working out on Wii Fit. I'm so proud of her!! She is still not on any medication, which is an amazing feat itself. I pray for her everyday, and as I get closer to next Sunday my thoughts about her will be even stronger!! Love you Sis!!
Running
We are now less than 10 days away from Marathon day. Getting some runs in over the next few days may be a little tough because of some very cold weather coming in. I also ordered a new pair of shoes since my current pair has over 400 miles on them. I'm really not that nervous about running the marathon but I'm sure that as we get closer the anxiety is going to increase. For now, it's time to taper and start resting my body.
It's amazing how fast time has flown by. It seems like yesterday when I started training for this thing. I'm excited because I know that when I finish (and I will finish) it's going to be an awesome feeling. I don't want to get my hopes up about my goal time because I know that in the past I have been disappointed.
This time is going to be different. You know why? Because God is going to be with me every step of the way.
"With God All Things Are Possible."
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