June 16, 2009

"That he would grant you, according to the riches of his glory to be strengthened with might through His Spriit in the inner man. That Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith; that you, being rooted and grounded in love, may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the width and length and depth and height-to know the love of Christ which passes knowledge; that you may be filled with all the fullness of God. Ephesians 3:16-19

Praying
I read this verse this morning before I went to work today. What weighed on me was the overwelming feeling that I wouldn't know enough to do my job. I'm really afraid that I will look like a complete idiot in front of people that have way more experience than I do. So I have turned it over to God. Through him, he will give me the knowledge and the confidence to do great things. After all, he picked me to do this job.

Running
Speed work in the summer really sucks. It was 98 degrees out tonight and running 400's at race pace was very difficult. Not only that, the workout got changed. Instead of doing 200's and 400's we ended up doing 6x400's and a 1600 time trial. I did great in the 400's but for the first time since I could remember, I couldn't finish the 1600. I am bummed about this but I'll get over it. I have also decided for the moment that I am going to take the rest of the week off because my ankle is really bothering me. I am hoping to get in with Crystal tomorrow and then on Saturday get a message. Hopefully that will get me back on track. Otherwise, I may be going back to Dr. Sutton which will costs some money. Also, I have already decided to top my distance at only 6-miles this weekend. I'm really nervous about this because I'm seeing the beginning of symptoms that I had last year when I had to shut it down for four weeks. Pray for my ankle to get better.